When miss strike me..

Your the best thing that ever happened to me ;) iloveyou♥

I love you, from the tips of your toes to the top of your head.

Life

Life?
What is life?
How should life be?
When should we end life?

My answer to all this is very simple. I do not know.
lazy minded like me should not been asked questions like this at the moment because right now I have no life at all and my mind already tired and really need long vacation.

Living my life at the moment is so tiring and boring. The things that i did are the things that I don't really want. Everyday I woke up and go to work for what? Money can not bring back the life that I missed for all this time. Is the priceless life that i missed being better if I spend it with my family and my friends? Am I making a huge mistake for choosing this path? I could see where I am in the future. Have there be another option for me to live my life? At the moment i just can't think straight. I was away for so long that I just want to go home.

Sure that people said things in the past will be history of your life, but would it be better if your history is full of interesting story that one day you having a coffee and smoked red Marlboro with your friends or family, that great history of yours be share with them. That kind of life sound so good to be true for me.

So should i give up my life? Should I let my life be as it was until the end?
The answer will be No Bloody Chance!

As long as you still breathing, you still have the chance to change your life. Your history will be from nothing to an adventure of your meaningful life. You only have to find other options and take every opportunity that is in front of you.

What? What? What?
What I really want is to be free. Free from everything, go anywhere I really want at anytime, do anything, get everything that I really dream and no one could stop me from doing it. Filling my life with great adventures and mind free.

The journey for achieving the goal is still way far and I have 4 years of sentences to be done but nevertheless I preparing myself for the years to come and learning everything that I could for the future plan. Set of mind is the main key to success and mentality to accept what’s coming in the future. List of Dreams I wrote on the book of dreams, to make sure that the dreams achievable I try to find the solution by saying "how".

To tell you the story of the power of the word "How" is very long. So short story, by asking your self how your brain will be active to finding the answer and you can find the answer everywhere and never stop looking for the answer. You always know that our friends will be there for you to give you the answer. What I mean by our friends is the Books. Always remember that books always are our friends and they can lead us to the light of life but you the one who make the choice.

Learning is not to be stop. Keep on learning and educating yourself, it is a very good investment for our own.


Robert Kiyosaki Said "you become what you study"

So, if you want to become something you study what you want to become.

That’s why I'm doing it. That’s why you should too.


Amin Fakhri :D

perjalanan ku dari newcastle ke brunei

semalam aku bermimpi.. sepi bersama ku.. bulan dan bintang hilang begitu.. siang yg bersinar menjadi gelap dan hujan ribut taufan and etc menlanda.. apa lagi ah? hmm..

aku ada cita.. kamu misti baca.. cita ku bermula.. di sebuah tempat.. jauh dari keluarga.. kerinduan bertemu keboringan.. letih kerana menunggu.. sasak kerana resah.. setiap langkah ku.. bermula dari situ.. hingga ku pulang.. tanah air ku.. habislah rasa risau.. dihati sungguh lega.. bantal and selimut.. jamban dan kereta.. semua milik ku.. badan yg letih.. fikiran tak tentu.. hilang sekelip mata.. well bukan lah sekajap banar.. haha..

anyway.. cita nya cani.. lapas ku exam tarus ku terabang k london.. sekali.. d london patut nya tidur d hotel tapi nda jadi pasal nya bas k hotel ku nda ku tahu mana satu.. sekali tawaf tah ku d airport heathrow nda ku tahu brapa kali.. mun ku tawaf d mekah arah kaabah dapat jua ku pahala.. wahaha ani nda.. sekali kan udah ku boring sama galih nda cukup tidur.. tidur tah ku d lantai airport ah.. sejam pulang saja.. sekali kn.. udah ku bagun ramai tahu urg meliat aku, gila basar banar kah guruh ku atu ( excen ku) udah ku bagun tarus ku k tempat checkin lah.. ada udah urg beatur kul 4.30 pagi atu gila kali.. whahaha sekali.. dpt tah ku masih arah menunggu kapal terbang.. minum starbuck lah.. mana bulih tinggal.. lapas atu makan cake lah starbuck jua.. sal tuk makan ubat lapas atu.. bang farid yg suruh makan ubat atu.. bang farid cakap ubat atu tuk suhu badan nda panas takut kena tahan d dubai.. sekali kn.. ku makan lah.. nya urg nya ckp urg tuha2 ani patut d dangar.. wahaha ada baik nya tuu.. iatah ku makan kan ubat ah sebelum naik kapal terbang..

sekali udah ku di kapal terbang gatal2 kan gigi sama mata ku.. ku gusuk2 mata ku( marah gfku ni lau ia membaca hehe :p jgn marah sayang :D ) sekali kan.. lapas ku gusuk banar2 nyaman wah mengusuk mata ani.. sekali galih tah ku mengusuk mata ah.. ku bawa tdur kn.. sekali lapas ku bagun 4 jam kemudian kan.. payah kn ku buka mata ku kn.. sepet wah.. alah cina sepet nya.. haha sekali k jamban ku cuci muha.. sekali ku liat kn arah ceramin.. beteriak ku kan.. ada apa nah? hehe cicak.. whaaha nada lah.. bangkak kn mata ku. haha sekali lapas bangkak atu ku panggil stewardess ani.. alai boi.. (ahmm syg jgn marah lagi hehe ) hehe nda pulang ku nampak banar nya.. haha mata ku sepet.. sekali dorg bagi ice lah suruh taruh arah mata ku.. haha.. selama 2 jam ku taruh ice ada lah perubahan makin baik mata ku.. sekali dorg suruh aku jumpa doctor d dubai.. turun tah ku d dubai.. bejumpa doctor.. sekali nya pasal apa ko bangkak ani.. aku ckp mata ku bangkak pasal liat stewardess lawa d kapal RBA.. sal kan gf ku mana suruh aku liat bini2 lain iatah ia baca2i udah mata ku supaya bangkak lau gatal mataku kn meliat bini2 lain.. haha sekali nya doctor iatah ko atu luan kn begatal.. baru ko tahu.. cilaka punya doctor.. cuba tah bagi ubat ah.. ani mengucap pulang ia.. haha (excen ku lagi) cita banar nya cani..

sekali kn ku gthu doctor yang aku makan ubat yg bang farid bagi.. ia ckp supaya nda kena tahan d dubai.. hehe nah kena medical attention pulang brada.. apa sal 2 brada? cana 2? haha sekali nya doctor atu.. ko ani.. kenapa ko dgr ckp abang farid mu.. ani ubat urg tuha2 ni.. ko muda masih.. handsome lagi.. haha perasan aku ah.. sekali nya doctor atu.. eh ko ani suka2 saja makan ubat.. mcm makan gula2.. cana tah jua.. bentuk mcm gula2.. apa lagi talan lah.. haha..

yg banar nya doctor atu ckp ko ada alergic makan ubat ani.. haha jgn tah watir sehat ko masih.. paksa ku bagi ko injection ni.. alah.. iatah kena bagi injection d jubur ku sama tangan ku.. haha sakit boi.. haha.. sekali kn.. lapas tah ku.. balik ku k brunei.. haha

sampai ku d brunei dorg bapa sama babu ambil sama adik ku c ismail.. udah ku gthu no kanak2 d airport.. majal jua masih.. minta marahi.. haha.. dan ada jua urg yg minta marahi jua seperti c gbos bulah mahmud azmi fish.. udah ku gthu jgn dtg masih jua dorg dtg k airport.. mun sakit cana brada? haha thanks anyway brada..

sekali balik ku rumah.. banar nya hajat nda mau tidur tunggu sampai malam.. tapi lapas ku makan tengah hari sama family.. ampai2 ku kn d bilik bapa.. nda lagi tebangun.. dari kul satu sampai 10 malam.. haha gila.. ubat kena inject atu udah tah sakit.. buat ku tidur panjang lagi 2.. haha

sekali moral of the story kan.. abang farid kan tulung aku supaya nda kana suhu badan panas d dubai takut kena tahan.. sekali nah.. kena suruh jumpa doctor mata bangkak.. haha sikit g tinggal d dubai.. haha.. baik jua alergic saja.. nada serious.. haha

atu saja lah... bukan ku kn salah kn abang farid membagi ubat atu banar nya cita ani.. aku kn becerita saja.. hehe p abang farid misti baca ni.. haha...

in the end

aku sampai brunei dengan selamat.. wahahahha..

happy ku.. mcm apa kah.. makan murtabak lah selabrate..

gila.. pesta murtabak..

abang c mahmud punya murtabak.. haha jgn marah mud

sekian terima kasih..

lupa kunci

dear people

Amin fakhri kn becerita pasal ia lupa kunci nya.

tadi aku pergi beria kn d jamban arah hall den aku terus lah mandi malam. sekali batah ku d jamban gusuk2 segala daki ku nda g ku ingau kn barang lain. air panas jatuh dri atas. wah indah rasa nya. nyaman bah. sekali kn lapas ku abis mandi ah. ku ambil tuala ku sama segala kunci ku kn fikirku ku bawa udah kunci bilik ku. rupanya salah kunci. haha.. paksa tah ku bejln arah security pakai boxer sama baju tshirt ku sama selipar jamban ksana sama tuala d atas kepala ku.. haha. mcm serius ku bejalan atu urg meliat aku pun aku buat2 cool saja lah.. haha nda kali dorg pernah liat c awang basar hahaha ;p perasan banar aku ani. haha. anyway. paksa tah ku bayar lagi 20p ni.. apa lah nasib ku.. wahaha..

MCM APAKAH.. haha

DAMAM

aku DAMAM... 

aku PACAH...

Aku damam aku pacah.. wahaha payah wah ku kn ketawa lau damam ani sakit rasa nya nda ketawa ani. wahahhaha gila kali 3 hari tak selira makan.

MACAM APAKAH.. WAHAHAHA

any hoo.. now im feeling bettter  and thanks to all my friends yang jaga aku i love you all. sorry nda sabut nama kamu sal aku malas. ramai wah kamu atu. mcm sekampung ada jua. p kan kamu tahu wah kamu sapa. kamu lagi jenis perasan urg nya, pandai2 lah kamu perasan. hahaha

p banar ni.. serius shit ni ku gthu.. thanks kamu semua nanti ku masak kn tuk kamu. 

apa lagi kn ku gthu ah.. aku boring nada mood ku kn buat kaja ah. gila.. sakit g parut ku kn beria.

Hari bersama sama

mula-mula masuk

lapasa atu kena bagi...

cookie merah... yea. lapasa atu kami kena sediakn makanan enak.. dimsam baby dimsam

eh sikit lagi lupa. c deco punya dessert ni. marah karang ia lau nda di sabut ia punya.

Ani nah gambar pemenang malam ani bersama dengan hakim2 nya.. sapa pandai mengampu arah hakim dua urg sebalah kiri dan kanan manang lah tu.. bagi pehak laki2 c Azam manang tahniah kepada Azam dan bagi pihak perempuan dimenangi oleh Zam. tahniah jua kepada dua2 pemenang terus kan lagi perjuangan itu. hingga jumpa lagi d masa hadapan..

ah ani c BA baca doa sebelum makan.. bagus2

bergambar mesra dengan abang farid dan abang zizan. manisnya senyuman.. kenyang lah tu.

bersama abang Azam, aku patut bebanga dapat bergambar dengan salah seorang pemenang malam itu. hehe

bersama abang BOB

bermain guitar menghiburkan semua dan memeriah kn lagi suasana. sing with me people :)

buuuu.. tengok anak babu mcm artis udah kn? hehe :p

BA sedih kerna terlupa membawa gigi palsu nya.. lain kali!!! haha

Buuuu. anak babu menyanyi ni masa ani. hehe

bergambar ramai dengan semua laki di sana... sapa bekenan tunjuk saja.

ini bahagia perempuan pulak begambar. so ada yang bekenan? haha maybe not lah ah. semua kena kebas dah lah. haha

freestyle for the guys.. come on lah.. apa bende 2?

ni gambar, kami pandai posing ah... mcm artis? boyband? canggih

tengok tengok anak babu segak tak? hehe

bersama Zizan

boleh masuk kan jadi cover magazine? haha

awu sikit lagi lupa.. banar nya kediaku manang malam atu. dua2 bahagian.. bahagian laki2 sama bini2 aku mengambil. p aku bagi chan kesian dorang nda dpt hadiah so bagi arah 2nd place laki2 dan bini2 lah.. haha

bersama nawi dan bob..

sekian tamat lah sudah gambar ku... terima kasih kerana meluangkn masa meliat :)

Damai

Anak babu handsome?

Boyfriend Ili handsome?

hehehe kurus udah sikit ni..

kami jln2 d newcastle

anni awal2 kn bejalan menunggu lagi orang di dalam kan siap2 dulu.. apa lagi sigup lah haha

nah bejalan jua kami akhri nya. sekali tejumpa orang putih kan ikut begambar jua dorang ani.

Boi and Bob

newcastle oficial store. di dalam ani ada tedapat macam2 barang newcastle.. banar nda bah ku menipu.

muka orang lapar ni.. on the way to Basha.

lawa ah begambar sini ani.. paling lawa aku lah.

cuba tengok anak babu ah.. pandai ia tunggang tebalik hehe

stunt?

you.. i know where you live..

nah akhri nya bejumpa makanan jua kami.. yea..

tujuan kami bejalan ani untuk mencari ketenangan lapas exam.

nah sampai sini saja dulu.. penamat cerita ku..

sampai jumpa lagi.. dimasa hadapan...

Damai