Life?
What is life?
How should life be?
When should we end life?
My answer to all this is very simple. I do not know.
lazy minded like me should not been asked questions like this at the moment because right now I have no life at all and my mind already tired and really need long vacation.
Living my life at the moment is so tiring and boring. The things that i did are the things that I don't really want. Everyday I woke up and go to work for what? Money can not bring back the life that I missed for all this time. Is the priceless life that i missed being better if I spend it with my family and my friends? Am I making a huge mistake for choosing this path? I could see where I am in the future. Have there be another option for me to live my life? At the moment i just can't think straight. I was away for so long that I just want to go home.
Sure that people said things in the past will be history of your life, but would it be better if your history is full of interesting story that one day you having a coffee and smoked red Marlboro with your friends or family, that great history of yours be share with them. That kind of life sound so good to be true for me.
So should i give up my life? Should I let my life be as it was until the end?
The answer will be No Bloody Chance!
As long as you still breathing, you still have the chance to change your life. Your history will be from nothing to an adventure of your meaningful life. You only have to find other options and take every opportunity that is in front of you.
What? What? What?
What I really want is to be free. Free from everything, go anywhere I really want at anytime, do anything, get everything that I really dream and no one could stop me from doing it. Filling my life with great adventures and mind free.
The journey for achieving the goal is still way far and I have 4 years of sentences to be done but nevertheless I preparing myself for the years to come and learning everything that I could for the future plan. Set of mind is the main key to success and mentality to accept what’s coming in the future. List of Dreams I wrote on the book of dreams, to make sure that the dreams achievable I try to find the solution by saying "how".
To tell you the story of the power of the word "How" is very long. So short story, by asking your self how your brain will be active to finding the answer and you can find the answer everywhere and never stop looking for the answer. You always know that our friends will be there for you to give you the answer. What I mean by our friends is the Books. Always remember that books always are our friends and they can lead us to the light of life but you the one who make the choice.
Learning is not to be stop. Keep on learning and educating yourself, it is a very good investment for our own.
Robert Kiyosaki Said "you become what you study"
So, if you want to become something you study what you want to become.
That’s why I'm doing it. That’s why you should too.
Amin Fakhri :D